It's saturday and I'm starting the first year of college on Monday. Right now I feel nervous, because I don't know what to expect out of college. And I'm feeling a little upset and angry. I consider today as the last day for me to go crazy and do whatever before my "summer" is over. But here I am, sitting in my room, doing absolutely nothing. My friends are gone off to college, so I have no one right now. I expected my parents to at least take me somewhere to spend my last day, but they're off chilling by themselves with others. I feel like right now we have reversed roles in this family...I'm waiting for my "children" to get home. lol. 

Recently, I've feeling a little lonely and how my college plans right now might be going in the wrong way.

So what do I do? I listen to music. Now, I understand when people talk about escaping by listening to music. Music takes your mind away from your troubles. But it's too temporary for me, because then you are gunna have to face back into reality anyways. 

 RECOMMENDED SONG TO LISTEN TO: 8:45 Heaven by Drunken Tiger. If you don't understand Korean, then search for the english lyric. I suggest watching the first mnet performance he gave of this song or the music video.