B.A.P's Himchan Opens Up About His Feelings And Hopes For The Future In First Post In Almost 2 Years

B.A.P’s Himchan shared how much he misses his fans, his hopes for a better future, and more.

On July 16, he posted the following message on Instagram with a photo of the night sky:

I miss you so much. It’s already been over two years and I think I’ve only come to miss you more during that time. All I can say is ‘Thank you’ to everyone who’s waited for me up until now, so it’s even more painful. Due to the heartache and the words that were so different from the truth, and due to the hardship that made me feel I couldn’t keep breathing like this, there was even a time when I had bad intentions. But thanks to B.A.P that was my everything.. and all of my fans who believed in me, I didn’t give up. Regardless of what is true and regardless of the reason, I’ve always felt sorry for worrying you and hurting you, and I apologize. I want to see you all again with a bright smile. My fans are like a big universe to me. Every hour of every day, I’m dreaming of being together with fans and thinking about it. I want to communicate with fans again, and I want to make it up to you with my hard work and sincerity. Our hopes and journey won’t end. We will meet again soon, and we’ll make a new start together. I spend the day hoping for the day when we’ll meet again. I want to see you again.

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Himchan’s last post on Instagram was from September 5, 2018, shortly before he was accused of indecent act by compulsion for allegedly sexually harassing a woman. Himchan denied the accusation, and his trial is still ongoing. His next trial date is reportedly August 26.

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